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Being portrayed as someone who is completely apathetic about everything isn’t as great as it sounds. I’m not heartless, despite what some say. I care a lot about people, even those who do not care about me. I love those who hate me. I try to make my friends as happy as possible and I will never leave you high and dry. I don’t strive to be someone who you will accept, I don’t expect you to understand me. You have nothing i want, and I can promise you that.
Mom&Dad;I miss you, both of you. Your smile, your laugh, your twisted thoughts. Nothing could compare to how you treated me, and made me feel like I owned the world. You have inspired me, made me into a better person. I would give anything, big or small, just to have you back one day.
Maybe I did loose myself, maybe I’m not as positive on who I really am. My mind is composed of numerous different perspectives, that changes every chance it gets . There’s always the possibility that tomorrow I will gain new insight on this world that can cause a complete shift on my mental state . There’s many things I want .But who I want more than anything, I will never have again.
I am capable of always finding something to lust over. Something that is my main attraction, and I will find a way to get my hands on it even if I have to steal it. I breathe my desires. I seek with intent to capture every moment that is worth wild. I lack the willingness to full fill what needs to be done, for I am a procrastinator. I postpone needlessly, but I’m working on ridding that habit. I have more than one bad habit, they annoy me just as much as they annoy you, I get over it, so should you.Some people shouldn’t take me as seriously as they do. Everything I say gets taken out of concept, feelings get hurt, people get offend, and I’m the one to blame. Believe me it’s never intentional. I am not one to harass or ridicule.
I live for the moment, at least I try too. I have for a long time. Though lately I’ve been finding it harder and harder to do so. But I continuously try to live, I strive to love, and I’m not going down without a fight, and that’s that.
I am not the best or the worst, the meanest or the nicest, the prettiest or the ugliest. I cannot be honest with you, I can’t be honest with anyone .I’m getting rid of what hurts me, that’s why I’m pushing you away. I have come to a astounding realization, I’m great at faking, force a smile, and a laugh not villain, while an entirely made-up world of a trillion thoughts are racing back and forth in between my ears. Constantly morphing, adapting, growing, clashing, erasing.
I’m filled with impulsive laughter, questionable facial expressions and puzzling insight that circulate through out my mind. I believe in miracles and forgiveness but lost belief in many somehow. I’ve learned to keep my composure and bite my tongue. I am individual.. All I ask for is no ignorance or misjudgment. We are only human, there is no better or worse. Just different. I am Who I am.